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heyyyy guys the mechster reporting live frm DR havin fun as always..........................................NOT i got a nasty infection from my piercing ive been here less than 2 weeks and ive gotten 5 shots so far....hope u guys r having a better time than i am...but at least im getting tanned.

IM IN DR finally the weather is great i love it here ciao

Currently Playing Sweet Emotion: The Songs of Aerosmith By Various Artists Sweet Emotion<-------cuz that song rocks too see related

Wow got the worse beating of my life twice consecutively on friday and saturday...my face is scratched up i have bruises and scratches up and down my arms and im just tired. Nearly walked out on my father, and decided that losing my freedom, being harrassd, and now getting beaten wasnt worth protection from my mother or protecting my pride. But i ended up staying...how hard is it to walk out on a father who cries because he doesnt want u to leave. Despite our scuffle which still upsets me because i discovr more and more bruises with each passing hour i love him, and leaving him would hurt me just as much as he sed it wud hurt him. I finally have a family a mom and a dad, a sister just like i always wanted! And now i have addriana too! I dont think i can walk away from something that I havent had in so long. Its fun to stay up and watch movies, to go downtown to walk around and go shopping. To have a female figure whos  aware of American pop culture so im not completely like isolated wen it comes to going shopping.

Hopefully none of this shit will scar, and I can continue my life like it never happened...started writing a book today...should be done by the end of the summer.